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i’m pretty nervous for the regents’ i have to take. i have to take math, history, and chemistry. I’m worried about math because math gets really hard as you go on. i’m also nervous about it because there are so many formulas that i have to memorize for the test. On the history regents there are two or three essays at the end. since i was in mr. swanson’s ap course this year we didn’t write as many essays as the regents course. therefore i’m not very well prepared for that part of the exam. Chemistry is just unnecessary and for about half the year i would do my homework for other classes during chem. There is also just alot of things to remember for it. 

it is way to hot in this school. how can the ‘authorities’ keep us in this hell hole. isn’t everyone here hot? why don’t we all just leave, a unanimous decision i’m sure could be reached, and we all just take off. we could go swimming, or whatever we feel like doing. the upstairs of this building is completely and utterly disgusting, and i can’t wait to get out and do what i want to! i don’t want to do anymore work in this heat, and i think most everyone would agree with me on that.

I think it’s kinda interesting how there are very small and very big versions of many things.  I was thinking about it the other day and i noticed quite a few things that fall into this category. like antenas and stuffed animals, dogs, erasers, and pretty much anything. well idk what else to say about that so……..

when you fall in love with someone and they have a life where they are, and you don’t, do you wait for them? do you stay with them until they can leave with you and find a life somewhere better. with better people, and sights, and opportunities. i would wait. i would wait because that’s just how i am. if i want something i’ll do anything to keep it. not very many things make me happy, but if i found someone that did, there would be no way it would be going anywhere without a fight. i wish everyone felt the same way as i do<3

i hate it when anyone i’m normally around is sick.  my boy toy (lol), oliver stone, has been sick with a new cold every week since his tonsils got swollen again. finally on monday he got them removed and he something else done with his throat. i have been sitting home with him since monday, and it’s pretty boring. i can’t wait until he’s all better.

Dogmatic- characterized by a stubborn adherence to insufficiently proved beliefs.

Effusive- describing unrestrained emotional expression; gushy.

Hackneyed-overfamiliar through over use; trite.

Abstruse-hard to understand.

Soporific- causing sleep or sleepiness.

wow idk

     I am so tired.  i stayed up till about 2 am and did pretty much nothing.  i don’t know why i stay up so late when i’m not really doing anything anyway.  sometimes i do my homework really late though.  i wish you could stay up really late and not be tired in the morning if you have to get up early.  i’m really glad that it’s friday though, because i can stay up as late as i want and i don’t have to go to school in the morning.  i might have to get up and do something else, but it wouldn’t be as early as school and atleast i wouldn’t have to think too much.  i might go to shoe stores tomorrow to look for shoes for prom, since it’s next saturday.  I still haven’t made a hair appointment or gotten the little things that i still need.   

Death is a terrible thing. If you think about all the awesome people that have died, it isn’t such a settling thought. Like : John Lennon, Jerry Garcia, Bob Marley, John Ridder, Sunny Bono, and Anna Nicole Smith (jk). g2g finish thought later. <3

… likes the color  yellow.  Most deff. my favorite color. Not like mustard yellow, but like light, pretty  yellow.  Yellow has always been my favorite color, i used to call it lellow.  My aunt thought it was so cute. I think that i am like yellow.

Every yellow piece of clothing i see, i have to think about wether i want it or not just because it’s yellow. Yellow is a happy, cheery color and that’s what i want to  be. <3

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